Down to the Wire
We have an interesting final round coming up.
We went into week 5 with Ben in P1, Dom P2 and Ronald P3.
Ben has a pretty solid lead so unless he gets abducted (working on it) he’s pretty much got P1 sealed up.
Ron and I, however, went into the week with me having a modest 2 pt lead over Ron.
We had a pretty decent night of racing and while I did not have a fabulous first heat, I nonetheless managed 4th to Ron’s 6th. In the second heat I managed 2nd to Ron’s third (by .001).
Nik and I did the back of the envelope math after the heat and decided that I’d hold on to my mulligan and that if Ron used his, which he would, we’d be tied.
Oops. We didn’t carry the decimals. So, unfortunately (for me) that ended up giving Ron a couple extra points so we now go into final with him 2 points up on me.
@nikspeeds realized our error in the supermarket, later that evening, whilst stocking up on baby formula (they are expecting #2, congrats)…
Don’t worry though, we reached out to Binotto, now that he’s free and he’s gonna do our strategy going forwards so I am optimistic.
So basically, I go into final heat with a mulli available… which gives me a 50/50 chance of getting P2 back. This means I can drop a heat, and Ron can’t. So it’s down to kart draw, basically.
If I get a shit kart, my mulli will allow me to drop that one, if Ron gets a shit kart, he can’t drop. If I get a hot kart, my mulli won’t matter, if Ron gets a hot kart, that buys him some space to average a potential shit kart.
So basically, I must go do my thing and be fabulous.
It’s kinda ironic, given my advice to Tanguy, that I find myself here. I will have to dig deep and not be a putz.
I will also have to roll with the punches and try to adapt if I get a bad kart.
I did so in the first heat, this time around. I was asking too much of it and fell back to 7th during the 1st heat.
Recognizing that the kart had some issues, I was able to adapt by changing up corner entry ask, and squeezed more and more out of it. I was very pleased to be able to get that POS under 45s, which gave me 4th. All things considered, a good result.
So there are many possible outcomes coming up. I must accept that I may be fucked if luck does not go my way and I get two bad draws.
But I may also get a screamer, who knows!
Either way, I cannot tilt, I must be kalm. I must be a weapon with whatever kart I get. And, I think I am a big enough boy to make that happen.
This season has gone very, very well and I have risen to the moment time and time again. I must not shoot myself in the foot. So, I won’t. I will work the kart and give it all I have.
This is all somewhat complicated by stuff in my personal life that has me stressed in ways that inhibit performance: anxiety, physical stress, fear, etc.
It’s a choice: carry that with me onto the track and let the self-doubt, anxiety and stresses cause a cascade of self-inflicted poor decisions… or just let it go and be the Stig.
I will try to choose the latter. Of late, I have been more and more able to do so. So, with any luck, H6 shall be a success.
Here’s last weeks racing…
H1: P4
H2: P2
I worked the heck out of the kart in h2, really digging hard and making the kart sing (I thought) in the tricky bottom of ramp section. I am generally pleased with what I have done and appear capable of doing, and I seem to be finding new understandings with each passing heat.
Ben absolutely crushed us in H2… BRAVO! I guess that makes up for me getting the hot kart in a previous week, wherein I managed to trounce everyone by 3/4s, so that must have felt awesome for him (it sure did for me).
H2
H1